A letter to fortune

Ana, I love you !!!
I don't know from where i gots the gut today or why today the bubbles of my feeling burst.

Its 03:47 AM & am still awaken, trying hard to get a minute sleep, but failed. You are in front of me despite of open eyes.i can see u, can feel fragrance of your breath.

Ana, I love you !!!

I am feeling lonely today, missing you badly. I really want you this time, want to hug you, want to touch you,want to see you infront of me for a long till my eyes closed, want a dateless gossip, but its not possible, you are away far away from me. I am alone, not only for today, but for the next day, next to next day & lonely till the vacation ends.

Since my childhood, i eagerly wait for vacation even wait for sunday, but what happened this year, that i scared of it, completely disgusted with the word vacation.I think its love.

Ana, I love you !!!

I know you would be sleeping, unaware of mine lost or forgotten sleep. I can see you dear, despite you are far far away from me. You are looking very pretty in deep sleep. your eyes are closed, its looks like that you are inviting me, so cute eyes i have ever seen in my life, i never want disappearance from those.You are in sleep but there is a smile on your face. How you can smile on me, this is you who had made me mad. I am mad of you. Really ...

Ana, I love you !!!

GOD made me 

he given me everything to keep me happy

one day he was seeing all his favorite creation

he found me sad

he looked around me

there was aroma of everything 

that can keep me smiling

He then asked to me

hey son, why are you sad

where i went wrong

I just raised my eyes

tears from my eyes moved to cheeks

He has seen you in my eyes

He then send you for me & me for you !!!

I was happy, very happy, after getting you, it was like the dreams come true, every moment you were in my thoughts, every morning i had glimpse of you. But who has given authority to human being to celebrate summer vacation, while two hearts are crying .

Ana, I love you !!!

girlfriend, loo & Prof.

So it was hectic schedule, two rounds of viva in summer was nuff to sweat in ac room. Mani as usual came late, its as usual as it was his late night gossips with his new love ana. Ana was also her lab partner, so viva pardner as well. But this time due to his late entry annoyed her, as prof hacked off of waiting him & whole group had to face the aggravating viva at last.

Everyone's face was pissed of after moving from viva.


what the fuck is going inside ????
Giggs scream after coming outside after viva is clearing the screwing level inside. What they expect, the final year guy would be the prof of Metallurgy !
I don't want to be metallurgist, i have read enough to felicitous the external, but all gone in Scheol.
Bald, old, khasut, what he think himself to be.

His anger was enough to get the glimpse of play running inside.

It was around quater before 2 pm, when everyone move to there hostel room after getting shaft inside, it was turn of mani & ana. There faces were dry, specially ana juicy face was juice-less. Mani was scared as due to his late arrival, prof were already choler on him & he hadn't prepared even a single chapter.

After around 45 minutes of flushing inside through metallurgical bombs, both came in lounge. There was no one to hear there bravery story. Ana was crying foul, as she had seriously prepared the syllabus, but it was mani that made the day worst.Tears were slipping from her eyes via chick to .......
Mani cleared  all those tears with his hand ( it was his day,that he is touching her chick, even-though fucked inside), she wanted some water to wash her face, she didn't want to go hostel crying or with any spot of tears on her face.

She moved to loo & mani as well, she washed her face, mani was seeing her in mirror from back, her moisten face, moisten lip was making him crazy, the dress she had weared that day was giving her most seductive look, mani lost his control, he touched her sholder from back, uncovered the back of her neck & automatically his lips was roming on her beautiful neck, his hand were fondling her breast, ana also lost her, she really loved her & looked like that she was waiting for this moment since a long. They both were indulged in smooching & fondling each others.

On sudden Prof. S.N.Roy moved that way to just get relax after a long wait, he heard some arousing noise, he checked the girl's loo & shocked.

What you both are doing here. This is not your honeymoon palace...

Meet me tomorrow at Directors chamber...

The dead Zone 5

So, it was time of his first date, date of his life, date with a stargaze, which he was dreaming since he had seen her, since the second day of college life, when she was moving in queue with oil poured hair, tighten with two ribbons of differnt colour in each. That was a moment when she suddenly came parallel to him while moving in queue & this is the time when he has option to stand her parallel to him for forever.

It was around 4 o-clock ....

whack on the door, i came alive with that mani's strike & opened the door, what are you doing here & why you are converting my goodnight, sweet dream into nightmare.You are soporing even sound soporing & here i am seeing her like an owl, i tried hard to have a minute sleep, but not, she shaded on my brain. Do something dear, i have to go for my first date & whole night i am roaming, i scared that tomorrow with her, i might get sleep, which i really don't want, i want to use every moment with her, i wish GOD, please my pupils don't even fall a single time, i can't miss that one second to see her.

Oh shit, in night also, i have to listen that boring story, go & sleep & LET ME SLEEP.
Hey please i want to be in your room & within a second he captured the half of my bed & thus the end of my sleep & a begining of a stressful day with ill story of mani & ana.

Now its around 7 oçlock when every parrents use to see DD1 news, mani opened PC, set a picture of ana as desktop & a romantic song.

"mera pahla pahla pyaar
sajna .............

After some time he moved to get fresh & withing few minutes my all friends get disturb with his knock on door to get comment, that how he is looking, the dress is the best or not, the perfume is sound enough or not.

vivss :) he got mad, its only 8 & he is ready.
giggs :) GOD save your children from girls -
nitin : ) the worst ever virus made by you..

He called her to get her status, from her voice, it was clear that she is still in deep sleep & just told - would move at lunch time & cut the phone.

Mani upset now, its only breakfast time & how long i have to wait, since (365*3 + 30*3 +2) days + 4 hours, if she thinks 12 to be lunch time. oh shit, these girls are really rubbish.

We taken mani to our tapri - the bullet's dhaba, to get some emps to give some rhythm to our heart, so that it can beat with mani.

The Dead Zone 4

Its all about proposal for Coffee & Rusk to her !!!!!!!!!!

before this u must read..

The Dead Zone 3

The Dead Zone 2

The Dead Zone

After a dream chat at class room, he returned to hostel & as usual we all were gathered at giggs room, everyone was eagered to get a line of mani's twaddle with her, but he was showing him to be over-smart (of course he should be, as he is now with the branch - most beautiful girl), he was pretending it to be normal even very normal, as she is his friend since childhood & they always talk while sitting so close.

After a long try, when he didn't opened his mouth, we all moved to bullet (don't scare, he is a dhaba boy, we use to feed our stomach there & incinerates some emps). He paid our bill as he is giving party to us on his success or rather on our failure, that we failed to unfasten the secret.

Once again we moved to our cage .. giggs room..this time no one given response to mani. we just opened the computer & play some tarrific sad song..

dost dost na raha
pyaar pyaar na raha
ek ladki ke liye.
doston pe aitbar na raha !!!!

we all except mani hugged each other as we never separate or never be so girlie scout as mani today.

As expected it played a vital role, his heart was dismantled, he was ready to share all those rubbish talk to us,
although he was sad to brief it, but all of us had a different glow on our face.

He shared all his tattling, like her school days story, about her bro,mom, dad, her hostel life blah blah.....

ooppppppppsssss
how boring it is, how u suffered so long, you don't have shared any romantic line.we all make such an environ that he wasted his time, he should have some amatory talk so that he can confirm himself that she really like him.

So we flatter his smartness, his sense of humor (although he completely lack of it, sorry mani, but its a fact.. just kidding.. hahaha), it was in such a effective way that we make him ready to propose her for coffee with him...

now the story begins..
He had to talk with her on phone & even more to propose her... it looks so simple but those can understand it, when its your  first time.. he is a complete lame when it comes to talk with her ..........
if she don't love me, what she will think, ...
its enough for me that she is talking with  me..
i am much happy with it..
if she will refuse..
then i will miss even her close glimpse, her saint..
those feeling, those proud while sitting with her..
will miss those closeup smile on my stupid talk..
.........
..........
i can't ..
i can't do it..
oh she will not refuse it..
she also likes you....(although no one was sure)
you are the smartest guy of the college, most handsome, most talented (it was a complete fake), but people in love, don't listen carefully, he was started to imaging himself in such a way..

then he dialed her number...

& song rung...
sawan ka mahina ..
pawan kare sore..
jiyara re dhadke aise jaise mawa nache more...
wooooooo

& then a beautiful voice delighted ours...

hello..
hello..

he moved to some other corner..
why boys just fallen in love .. like to talk alone..

any ways we were motivating him (really we were) to propose her & finally he did...

& after 45 mins of wait at bullet's corner ..
he came while juveliating his hand ...

we within second ..
hugged him..
waved him in air..

go buddy go..

are yaar, i have to go tomorrow, all the clothes are dirty, what i will wear, & so & so..


to be continue........


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The Dead Zone 3

Just a smile of her, reached him on cloud 9. It was nice to see mani after that, his face had a splendid charm. He was out of his control, he wanted to recapitulate that moment or his eyes would be seeing recap.

He was a little bemused, whether she loves me, or its just a normal smile, which she use to spread every where. 

Next day, we woke up,get freshen, called everyone of our group for breakfast, but mani was missing, we rang his mobile no., but he was not responding, we moved to class for the second period (it was very usual those days, in 1st class the attendance was only 1% (only 2girls out of 50 students)), but today it was 1.5%, as mani was already there, occupying very next seat to her.

I heard that signature and nature never changes.I am not sure about signature but damn sure about nature that  a beautiful girl can change it, even they can keep you out of nature (i have seen few guys spending there golden 4 years in a closed room, just to keep him in touch with his love one).

We never wanted to mess up mani, he was busy with some stupid talk on metallurgy (it was just an storm to us, how a zero knowledge person can have talk on such a topic, "sorry mani, don't mind, i always have such a believe on you, just kidding ), we all slowly slowly capture all the seat surrounding mani, & everyone's ears raised just to get wind of those talk, but the whole attempt gone waste, as it was a rubbished metallurgical chatting, which was the worst subject to talk with such a mantrap. we all moved & seated as a gentleman as these things don't effect us or we might be afraid that she may ask few question to us, after a sorry of mani.

to be continued....

before this must read
The dead zone 1
The dead zone 2




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The Dead Zone 2

Mani was balked to go for lab, it was not due to his broken shoes (it was S.N. Roy's "Hanuman" order to come for lab in formal & shoes, however he never put shoes himself), but due to the mischief of nitin (sorry nitineshwar prasad, why after writing his full name there arise a cunning smile on my face, hope after reading, you would also have).

By a long time convincing, he agreed to walk, he was so afraid that she is not a girl, but a lioness & recently became anthropophagite, & we all his friend pushing him towards her cage. We reached to lab & he had taken a sit as far as possible, covering himself from others, trying his best to show himself absent, but seeking to snitch glimpse from back to know her face expression, but failed to know as he was not a good face reader even though he can see her face while reading book.

At the end of the session he taken a deep breath, comb his hair, pushed his collar back to get some more relief after an excruciating 120 minute. As we reached the exit gate of department, we shocked ...............
....
...
..
ping ping
ping ping                         

an irritable nokia sms tone rang, its not of anyone else but of ana,

mani face was slung, down to earth, he was so scared that he can plunge himself in his own runnel of tears.
she checked the sms .....
moved her face to him....................
........
and smiled.............
...........
"Dil to bachha hai ji.......
thoda kachha hai ji......."


mani waved his hand, as he won the match  by hitting a sixer on a no ball & it was the 300th ball.
nitin darling ....muaahhhh

                           To be  continued.....(end of the chapter 2, The dead zone.....)
before this must read
The dead-zone


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Memory Refresh 2

I woke up at 5:00 AM, generally in hostel its too early, as majority go on bed after taking good morning EMP.It was the time of our 1st year annual exam & all guys were busy with exam preparation, except me & ashish, we both were enjoying, ragging new guys, as new guys came for admission, we reach at main gate at 5:00 AM & just catch murgas, heat up our hand (it was the most easy way to heat up your hand in winter season, as it follows Newton's third law).

One morning a girl, sorry a beautiful girl landed on main gate of the college, we took her aside asked her name, from (a first formal question to girls to show your rights among your friend, if she belong to your territory) and by chance she was school junior of Ashish. So this was a golden even diamond chance for ashish and he don't want to mess it up. He followed her throughout the day.It was awesome you can enjoy while seeing a boy flattering a girl (an idiot becomes gentle, just with the touch of a girl, whereas he spend his early 20's in touch of his parents & becomes an idiot). At lunch time he spended more than 300 bucks on her & there was no spot of gloominess as it was an investment to snare an innocent junior. Any ways with his help, her father would be satiesfied, as he would never thought for such a profound son in law(all these scarps were going in our mind, not in her father's, that was not evenhandedly).

Finally her admission formality was over & she had to go, he again came with her to main gate, stopped an auto emptied the front sit & now he started to spill the beans, his father was irritated & finally he jerked his hand & begged to leave her (he didn't want to see any formal flirting in front of him).

Ashi completely shocked, he told no uncle, she is my school junior, me also from latehar, but these word was not enough, as his father love his daughter more than his region.
He took off his baby away from him. He later at night drunk too much, made a lot noise, until everyone came to know that a junior came to college is junior of him & its only ashi rights on her..

He waited for her till new batch joined, but nothing gone in favor of him..........


Might be a father would have taken promise to her or she had realised him .....................






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