New gal in the campus !!!

Oh i really love her, want to marry her if she...

Why these girls are so numb when they have the best option on his knee with open arm eloquenting his love - even true love (boys have always true love if it concern a girl having physic like lopej, skin like Kat & legs like saropova).

Oh its around 15 minutes i am still on knee, the concrete of roof is now putting its remark on it. The mind is now deviating that these remarks are putting more pain than hearing the NO from her. Say yes...yes..yes..i can excuse myself for my fool but my knees are not gonna do same if she refuses.

Just one month before she joined my company, till then i became so arrogant by the frustration. I was lauding on some of my subordinate rajni (a typical south Indian, a die hard fan of R), he was really a dumb, never deliberate to deliver the correct things. Same time she crossed by ....they all open mouthed.....wow who is this newfangled. Do everyone thinking the same, what lamming mine ? But no one had enough courage to maunder in front of his associate manager. So its finger cross for me, all these stupes have to be forcefully accept her as their “bhabhi”.

I would like to say my special thanks to Mark Zuckerberg for creating a social site facebook, which came close to us & very special thank to my friend which have taken a great snap of mine which is shining on my profile pic & she slipped to add me. Later we started with some comments in respective pics & then with sms, word chat & finally a long conversation on mobile & dating at her hostel roof. As the meeting was clouding day by day, i was loosing my self control, i was completely her.

What was the schedule, where my lethargicity gone, I just go to office, waiting eagerly to end of office hour, following her, getting a seat just beside her (till day i was always abusing for the long journey i had to face to reach campus, but these days i never wanted end of this bus journey), tattling infinitely, bogusly, reaching room & within 5 minutes getting fresh, reaching her hostel.

What an awesome days were!!!!

I was completely changed; girls have really great power to make any lethargic to an active one without providing any energy drink. 

I was dreaming of her in my life, didn’t want to miss any chance to not occupying seat just beside her, actually it was bruising me sitting of her with someone else, so i bought a new Pulsor 225 cc bike. After that i never missed a chance to lift her, even i became a driver for her, but i was enjoying it even enjoying a lot. I had the feeling of superbia, when she sat back to me on my bike; it was virtuing the buck i paid for it........

to be continue...

When first I met you, I found my love was true.
We grew up with such faith and care, With me wanting you always by
my side. You made me believe in love, But circumstance made us
part and walk our different ways. Today, you are married and
blessed with children and live a happy life like me. Frequently,
I recollect my days, when I was with you, You made me so happy,
You shared everything with me, You comforted me with your love,
You took such care of me And you treasured our love Yes, I was
deeply in love with you. Until now, no one knows what was stored in
my heart. Yes, I still love you and that love is hidden in my heart.....

jab tere shaher me raha karte thay.
hum b chup chap jia kartay thay               
aankoo may piyas hua katrti thi.
dil may toofan utha kartay thay.
log atay thay ghazal sunnay.
hum tere bat kia kartay thay.
ghar ki diwar sajanay ki katir .
hum tera naam likha kartay thay.
aj tere tasvir daike to yad aya.
kabhi hum bi mohabbat kia kartay thay...

A dream of dream

Before this you must read..
Tea with SP
love, home & bhaiyaaaa...

In the cracking sound of rocket cracker, my nokia mobile bipped, confirming a new sms. Its not other than SP.

See the moon, its sad
trying to come out from cloud
wants to have a look of her dearie
desires to share this night with you

See the moon, its sad

dreams to sit with you
thinks to walk on sand
wants to feel the wave striking your heart
wants to have an unending hug

See the moon ..
it wishes you happy happy Diwali.

I was the happiest man on the earth, desperately wanted to hug her & lost in her

all of sudden a cracker fall near by me & bam.....i awakened found no body on beach, moved to my little cave, where i had an endless dream, where no one, no one except me & her... .....& obviously the moon in cloud, trying to catch the glimpse of two duckies.

love, home & bhaiyaaaa...

before this you must read Tea with SP

After having tea at tapri with her, i got a real confidence & she also (not sure) taken interest in me & there after a series of sms & calls & thus hefty bills (haha too much bill ....... of course not it was less than i used &).It was going all ok, meeting at dinner table, then walking together in campus (to reduce weight...... obviously not, she might be..), talking abruptly, nonstop on any rubbish topic. what was that, i never understood.

I never understood as i was with her & the topic were like i would search a girlfriend for you... me a boyfriend for her.what the hell i was doing with her or what she was with me.

The days were going & we were getting close, keeping a seat beside of mine, waiting her for morning tea, befuddling while seeing her as i never seen any female gender with 2 legs, 2 hands,(you can imagine a little more 2), a nose, a mouth.....& so so..

Days moved like some serial episode & it was Diwali time, she taken leave to go home. The first ruefulness of my job life.  As i would have to take lunch with those stupid friends (you are not...yuppie ...you really not).

After she reached her home town, i tried  her number, send a plenty of sms so many times, just to hear that flabby, mood refreshing voice but not succeeded. After few days i got a Diwali greeting sms & the next message was.... my brother also reached home to celebrate with me, so can't call or receive your call... soooo sorryyyy !!!

Why bros are so villainous & why they do sting operational experiment on her own sister.I was so sad, when everyone was enjoying, cracking chataipathakhe, i was cracked in AANSHUS, sat on Diwali evening at beach, & just typed something on mobile & send to her.

Someone Somewhere counting the day

looking the calendar everyday

trying to remind you

that there is kihim

Near by seashore

where someone looking for his moon !!!













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vocalizing from heart..

Its amazing, how you

can speak right to my heart

without saying a word

you can light up the dark

try as i may, i never explain

what i hear, when you say nothing !

you say it best

you say it best

all days long, i can hear  

but when you hold me near

you drawn out the crawd

out the crawd !!

try as they may

they can never define

what can be said between your heart & mine !!!

the smile on your face

lets me know that you need me

there is truth in your eyes

saying you will never leave me

the smile on your face

lets me know that you need me

there is truth in your eyes

saying you will never leave me

the touch of your hand says

you will catch me, whenever i fall...

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love never dies......

She is doll, i don't want to touch her, just think she might be ... , i just want to see her, just see her, whatever she is doing, she should be in front of me.i can talk to her with immense pleasure for a long time, without any break, even throughout my life i can talk her, i can spend my life seeing her, my eyes has this to be last destination.

i can't even think a guy, who earlier was busy on mobile with several girl,whom he never meet & might never seen them (except some girls, whom, he has stolen her number from booth, while she was recharging her mobile) is in such a love.

ya i am in love, i talked to so many girls, but i always dream to be with her, i always tried to feel her, always tried to get her personal number, always wished to GOD that she receives the call when i call her at home, rather than her dad. 

i can't forgot those days when i have spent several summer nights on roof, wished a power cut, just to see her when she come on roof, waked up early, moved so early on road to catch her going school, i still remember those smile, when she broadcast it, while i was trying to catch her through my cycle & she is with her dad on motorcycle (thanks GOD the speed with her dad drive, i never feel looser with my cycle & never loose a glimpse while racing with her dad). 

Taking a seat on first bench of left most corner & continuously seeing her through the window to her section, as she always opt to seat on last bench, despite some vacant bench.

i will also never forget, the KK mam, which understood all the things running between us, & her funda to get rid of it, she is a girl, one day she will marry with someone & will live happily, & you are a boy, you have to work hard, you have to build your future, so concentrate on study, & my movement of head in acceptance of yes, & from the next period i continue with my best habit.Writing her name with mine on lab's bench just expecting she will one day come across this.

Finally the GOD has listened my wish, she is away from home & free to talk with me, for i have waited since my childhood (since when i have feeling of love, which i think, skilled on very early age).

The story is attributed to my dear friend Pankaj, as its all about his life style, and the love story which he shared some part of it with me.

will continue with my words..

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